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Friday, June 30, 2006

*sigggghhhhs* chinese ppr yesterday was a bomb.it really blasted me off.ppr1 was bad,and ppr2 was worse.like wat was mentioned in the xiao shou "wo xin zhong bu man le hui cheng".really regret taking this combi.time-consuimg and kinda useless.i'm such a fool.i could forgive myself for not performing in maths and econs.but there's jus this sense of guilt when i messed up my chinese.perhaps i underestimated the difficulty of the ppr,or i overestimated myself.u cant imagine what shit i wrote for compo and how many blanks i left.):
whatever it is,this mid-yrs served its purpose as my awakening bell.if not,promos would become retain"tion exams or it'll be sending me off to my next destination,poly.
well well well,it's all over.'wang shi bu kan hui shou'.shall start disciplining myself once sch re-opens.no more skipping of lectures,less/no sleeping during tutorials/lecture,and pay more attention.
going out with my grac'ians budds later on.buzzing off~
waitingformyfariytaletocometolive

RAWRR!!! :E 9:14 AM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

back from econs.disastrous.i actually left almost half of the ppr blank and happily thought tt e qns i answered was spot-on,but only to find out tt i was living in my own world.my answers were out of point!!!!wat the shit is all these?! i need more discipline and practice,desperately.i wan to set a good example,as a captain,to the rest of my team,and show tt it's totally possible to do well in both soccer and studies.problem is,how long will i take to become that role model?should someone else take my place instead?
had a bad sleep last night.tossing and turning,with all the concepts and econs stuffs going on and on and on in my head.woke up at god dammit 0530 and rushed to sch then realised tt econs starts at 1200,not 0800!!kill me plz,somebody.i'm getting real blur these days,in addition to sabotage by mr lin zong lin.tt day i actually shampoo'ed my head and forgot to soap myself and i thought i was done w bathing so i started to dress up,and it suddenly dawn on me tt i've not soap my body yet,so i rewind and ya,finished up whatever i left out.is this wat they call stress?perhaps.haha.
looking on the brighter side of life,joy and laughters made up my day when i'm w TMG.even only for tt short period of time,it counts.((: and i saw sunshine,with his specs on in the lecture hall.he's short-sighted?i didnt know.haha.i tot he missed e bus today when i didnt saw him,but found out tt i was the dumb one,going to sch so early dunno for wat.
and yep,had a nice chat w this good good frend of mine,its been long since e last time we did so.he always manage to cheer me what and makes me feel at ease to show him even the most vulnerable side of me.even when i dont show or mention anything,he seems to be able to read my mind;and the degree of his understanding towards me really amazes me whenever he hit spot-on on my "xin shi". it's rare to be able to find a friend of such,and i've found mine.(: i hope nothing ever changes the way we r now.((:
wo de tian kong jin tian you dian hui.when will sunshine come and brighten it up? (:

RAWRR!!! :E 6:53 PM

Monday, June 26, 2006

aloha!! i'm back to blog..(:
shag is e word.jus finished doing my maths,been sitting at my specialised untidy table since 11am this morning till 11 smth jus now..i nvr apply super glue on my butt ok..jus had to force myself to do maths..which i'll be facing in a few hours time from now..): tuition had been nightmares for me..tutor was scolding like as if i'm born for the sake of letting him scold..but he did speak softly everytime after he scolded me,coz he's guilty!! he even told me tt he understand tt i dun like maths and said tt there's no other way out except suffer for the next one year plus..he does sound nice at times..sometimes tt is..
cant believe tt i spent friday night at my frend's house till sat night when exams had already started..i'm badly in need of discipline..)): however,i managed to get all the songs i wanted from her com,except some which i forgot to load into my mp3..)): finally i'm listening to more up-to-date songs and not those 'lao kok kok' de songs which drives me nuts..((:
jus to let u all noe a secret....................................................................................................
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I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!
ok..tt was totally random..nights!! wish myself and everyone else all the best for tml's maths ppr!! (:
hope to see sunshine...(:

RAWRR!!! :E 12:20 AM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

omg..i actually slept for 14hrs!!! no doubt tt i'm gonna flunk my mid-yrs like hell..
anyway..saw sunshine yesterday!!! it's kinda freaky as it seems when there's these few times when i'm thinking of whether he'ld appear,he'll jus pop out right in front of me..haha..to start of with,i was studying and day-dreaming,then i saw his group of frends,and it came across me tt would he be in sch too? as my thoughts drifted and i looked up..there he was!!! w his ugly and eye-catching bag..haha..then i went to i-space to study,weather very hot u know...hees.
after awhile,he still didnt come in and priscilla was beginning to turn into an iceberg,in addition to her flu.therefore,we came out to the seashell area to continue drilling our books.thanks to my active bladder..haha..i went to the ladies and as i walked past,i was thinking would it be so coincidental tt he'll be in e gents.to my horror,he was in there!!fiddling w his hair.yep, he saw me looking in,i'm not 'se ah mah' ok...i hurried in and hurried out..haha..both of us came out at the same time and here it goes:
me n him,"hello."
him,"kicking soccer?"
me,"nope"
him,"came to study?"
me,"yep"
him,"in i-space?"
me,"ya,but i jus came out,i'm studying there now(points to e place i'm sitting)"
him,"orh."
me n him,"......" and walked off in different direction. (: (: (:
finally,i'm convinced tt after one month of holidays,he still rmbs me!
my eyes arent on him everytime we talk,is it kinda rude? hope it's not..
oh..had dinner w pris and saw him playing his bball while walking out.idiot.wore the yellow singlet,aa sia.and he looked at the vball girls playing vball!! ): ): ):
gonna go have my revenge on the books and notes,drill them real hard and exhaust them..hahaha..tune in for more happening news..(:

RAWRR!!! :E 2:27 PM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

lazy worm are crawling all over me.here i am,using the com instead of mugging hard w the exams smacked right onto my face in 2 days time.kill me somebody,plz.
chinese revision was quite productive today.finally i feel like i'm absorbing something after these few days.
esther and crayon were sick and fly aeroplane(fang fei ji)..leaving poor me and priscilla alone..haha..exaMs nearing..dun fall sick ok?takkaires everybody.
priscilla told me abt her super hilarious indian teacher in her sec sch and then she got so excited..high blood sia..pris imitated the way her indian teacher talked and we were laughing so loudly..opps..:X
my friend said,"seems lyk ur clique(TMG) rocks,lyk so fun" and she said my baby pillow smells like heaven,if there's a perfume of such smell,she'll be the first to buy..haha..so funny..*shy sia*
practised some goal kicks,drop kicks,stunts and juggling w priscilla today..loving soccer more and more.getting not used to the mud,haven been diving into mud pools for some time le..
bless me everyone.prays hard tt stupid kueek would give the nod in letting soccer girls be official in nyjc.hope to accomplish something as the 2006 soccer captain before stepping down.petition awaits should he gives a shake.
shall end here.(:

RAWRR!!! :E 11:26 PM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

*ahh choo*
poor me,suffering from flu now.jus returned from bedok reservoir,went to support nyjc dragonboat.not as exciting and nerve-wrecking as i expected it to be.could see the effort put in though.kudos to ny dragonboaters.learnt a lesson-must bring bino there next time,if not will only see the hair of the ppl due to the distance.-__- decided to study in bedok library after next mon to save time on travelling and step up productivity. something seems to be weighing on my heart,but i jus couldnt figure out wat it is. argh. btw, saw jj at reservoir today..mx!! y u nvr go?! he's looking out for u...haha..hope to hear good news from u soon...(:

RAWRR!!! :E 7:04 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006

to those who are reading this: u r one of the first few honourables to witness my first entry in this new blog of mine...created by crayon...thanks alot girl...and today is the day when fairytale became reality for our dear minxuan...OMG!!!!! congrats her everyone!!!!!! (: keep up the good work!! gtg liaoz..bro wanna use com liaoz..will update again soon..(:

RAWRR!!! :E 12:49 AM