Sunday, July 30, 2006
i'm back.after 6days.(: badminton open,pirates of the carribean,trainings,mahjong and the list goes on.tt's the outline of how my week went.sometimes,he pops up on the bus.all he do is look at me,what does he want?i dont care.perhaps i might just forget him someday,somehow.bro's not feeling well,gotta shut the com and lights to let him rest.update more in my next entry.sorry.(: smile everyone.
RAWRR!!! :E 12:51 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
0318.i'm still awake.watched pirates of e carribean today w my long-lost p.sch bestie butt butt,jessica.i know she loves me alot.coz she has been asking me out since months ago.finally she gets to see me today.(: i love her too k.it's just tt jc life has been keeping me busy,extremely busy. $9.50.worth it.people,go and watch if you had not,2.5hrs show.but damn,there wasn't a proper ending.which meant that i'll have to get ready for pirates of e carribean 3.part one was like 2 yrs back when i watched it,so does it mean that 3 more yrs to part 3?i hope not. told my butt about my story w shine.she gave positive remarks,which i shall refrain from hearing too much of it,lest i get carried away.is it that hard to stay happy?why are people around me so gloomy and emo?am i supposed to be like them too or should i continue to indulge in my bright and emo-free world?coach is back and that makes me feel more at ease.YA!got a pair of new boots to replace my gone case addidas boots.white nike this time.*drools*laugh all you can,while you can.leave no words unsaid.(: (:fatty bon bon please take the bus on monday.ROARS.can i pinch your cheeks and mess up your hair?can i be the terrorist that makes your heart thumps harder?haas.random bon bon language.eEks~!
RAWRR!!! :E 2:55 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
(: hello! i'm in the school library with shiying now.happy racial harmony.wearing my indian costume that i bot during sec2.apparently i haven grown any taller since then.):training yesterday was kinda screwed.i felt like i'm making everyone feel lost.those drills and stuffs.the only nicely planned and done part was physical training.thanks to zong lin for helping me w it.(: not to say that i'm a psycho or what..but i jus love seeing the team running hard and pushing themselves during physical training.we'll do that more often,perhaps every training till we get immune to the 'out-of-breathe' syndrome.by then,we'll not be running anymore,we'll be flying.cool isn't it?(:missed the bus again this morning.don't think he's on the bus too.fat arse.he's such a sleepyhead.always dozing off during lectures.and he's a ultra vainpot.i always catch him doodling w his head.eeks.didnt say hi when we saw each other during flag rising.and jus a moment ago,he was in the canteen and he saw me in my indian costume.he looks stunned.coz i was still in school- u this morning.haha.fashion show uh?actually was abt to say 'hi' then ya..you know.as pernormal,hesitate and off he went..haas.slaps myself.coach's not back yet.how could he jus leave without a word.but i shall exercise my leadership abilities.hiak hiak.MORE PT!! watch out divas.smoochies~i don't wanna walk alone no more...
RAWRR!!! :E 12:10 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
LISTEN UP DIVAS!ok..to start off..shall bring up the diva la futbol match on saturday.team ny soccerettes.so the divas are as followed:me,jinyu,priscilla,justina,cheng hong,huili,keli and maria.it felt really great to see us really kicking tha ball anad not just chasing after the balls after months of training.all our efforts have paid off,even though we didnt win.the improvement was tremendous.think that coach would be touched if he sees us play.nice coners,kick-ins,cross-in and defending skills.much potential was unleashed,but definitely not to the fullest.i'm sure tt we'll do much much more better in the future.so..we went going all out for all the games...the ball possession for the first game was like us90% and them 10%.could u imagine that?and they didnt even get the chance to cross into our half,once they reach the middle of the field,the ball would get pumped back to their half by either me or justina,who's always at the back to defend our goal.great game and display of talents.(: sad to say,during the last minute,jinyu committed a hand-ball and they were given a penalty.and they scored.but it's totally obvious who's the stronger one out there.nvm.life's like that.carried on with all our other games and drew all the way,even when we kicked against seniors.could have scored if luck was by our side,we had so many kicks on goal..anyway the organisers were damn cunning,they forced us to wait till the whole event end before we could ger back our deposit.many teams left by then.imagine how much they've earned?lost coach's ball.didnt know how the ball could disappear in less than 5 mins.hais.took many photos in action.extremely nice,i think can post in sports magazine.hahas.the champions were a team of basketballers.defending champions somemore.oh my goodness.had dinner at newton circus before going home.yepps.mentally and physically drained.missed the bus today and shared cab w zixuan to school.super tiring to run up the school's slope.i was still marked late.): he was standing right there.(: yepps.and when i left the canteen for i-space,he happened to walk towards me and ya..he waved in a circular motion.how dumb can he get?nonetheless,he's still cute.haas.in sch com lab now.com's gonna shut down by itself soon.gotta run.last point to note.realised that sometimes it's lonely be the one leading.i've gotta learn and adapt.*pats my own shoulder*(:all the best!(:
RAWRR!!! :E 1:58 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
life is great w laughters isn't it?jus had lots of fun shiying,yun xuan and huifang after chinese.i'm named the terrorist.): am i a clown?haha.actually i don't mind being laughed at if tt can get some laughters from everyone.as long as all is happy,it's ok w me.sometimes i might carry jokes too far unintentionally.forgive me ya?i won't be able to say such corny stuffs in real life.so true friends of mine,i know you'll understand and not take it to heart,yea? (:failed my geo too.did well for the 2 qns that i studeied for.the other 2 was well..haha.my computer-addict bro is going to rush me for the computer soon..): ankle ankle please heal fast.i need you on saturday.diva lafutbol is waiting for me.stupid coac suggested that i might need some sunshine for my ankle to heal.haas.dumb.ROARS!
RAWRR!!! :E 7:20 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
some words are better left unsaid.jus wanna remind some people out there that sometimes in life,things wont always go the way u wan it to be.u wont be hearing nice things or viewing nice stuffs everyday.u grow,u learn and u adapt.we are not born with everything,in fact,nothing.angels appear in our lives to teach,add values and knowledge to our empty life.be appreciative.think back and recall,that once you know nuts about something,and now you've mastered it,you might think that you're not in the wrong.some words prick.but try not to take things too hard,it not only makes your life hard,but others too.jus tt little bit of tolerance and courage to accept criticism,you might receive more than you expect.nobody is in the wrong,it was only tt little bit of miscommunication.i'm gonna be cliche..."forgive and forget".only you know what i mean.no offence.*poof*back to my normal cranky self.(:sunshine finally made it on time today.dumbarse.haha.yeps.first time he walked up to say hello to me at the bus-stop.hees.didnt dare to look at him when i was standing beside him along the aisle.didnt wait for him after alighting.didnt make anything happen.kill me plz.haas.got back my horrible chinese resuls.regretting more and more ever since the exams.shouldnt have taken chinese as h2 and geo as h1.should have taken h2 geo and h1 chem or physics.regrets.regrets.regrets.seriously i'm like much much more confident in my geo than chi.my confidence is smashed and shattered.i've always thought that my chinese would make me lift my head high.but now,can someone find me a hole please?do i look older recently?so much stress and stuffs going on simultaneously.my life is jumbled up,the path in front of me is as blur as your specs when u alight from an air-con bus.haas.see,i jus cant stop making fun out of everyday.what's happening to me?!flooded w thoughts.your hint or my guess?*ROARS*
RAWRR!!! :E 8:05 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
you are my sunshine,my only sunshine,you make me happy when skies are grey...(:shan't mention about my disgusting results,nothing worth mentioning about anyway.congrats to those who have passed.and elaine did TMG proud by topping class in econs.apparently i'm the most useless one in TMG.failing 3 H2.haiz.sorry guys.next time i'll have to mug more and wont be joining u guys in the fun as much,dun miss me yea?i'm not entitled to enjoyments since i dont deserve it.sighs.
back to sunshine,at least he made my days.haas.
soccer training was fulfilling.more on tactics and strategies.(: only sports allows me to be off the stress and have fun.he was playing basketball.he played for so long today.hmm..could sense tt he was behind me when i came out from the gym toilet,but i didnt turn around.haas.wed was worse.he came down from the stairs and obviously we both saw each other but i quickly looked down at my chocolate and pretended not to see him.haha.i'm hopeless.
after training,i walked alone,enjoying the night,thinking that he must have gone for dinner w his friends.when i reached the overhead bridge,i looked over and saw him.he saw me at the bus stop and approached me.haas.ladyluck was smiling at me.the bus didnt came and it was like 20 mins of waiting and chatting?haha.he was damn talkative,kept asking questions.he mentioned some weird stuffs also.like telling me tt guy at the bus stop is handsome and asking me to consider..tt sort of stuffs.wat's he trying to do.he did as badly as me in the mye.haas.he was happy tt he found someone w results as lousy as his.evil pig.he told me to rest well and drink red bull for sports carnival.haas.(: he bought a snickers bar and he offered me but i rejected his offer and said it has already melted and went out of shape.then he tried to squeeze it back to the original shape.dumbo.haha.justina,keli and huili appeared suddenly and was like giggling away.oh man.justina still said "shine shine" before she boarded the bus.duper awkward.was talking about my sleeping habits and he said i'm pig.then i rebutted him and say,"ni cai shi zhu".'suan' him for a few times and he was like 'dots...',nothing to say.haha.he jutted my shoulders for twice when i was laughing at him and he was like 'how could you say tt of me..'haas.his way of expressing himself and carrying himself is duper cute lo.this is jus a rough outline of what had happened.if not i can nvr finish this entry.haha.anyone who want to know the detailed story can approach me.haas.
even though he made my day,studies must not be neglected still.he also told me to study hard.haha.
yesterday was sports carnival.the arrangement was damn sucky.straight after flag rising they told the 100m singles girls to get ready.didnt have time to warm-up and get prepared for it.my pushing off was a disaster.what's more was that i didnt hear the damn whistle going off.lousy run.the other event sucked as well.the track was wet.the feeling of not being able to get a grip on the ground while running totally sucked.lynette is a very nice girl.gave me a very heart-warming hug after my disastrous run to comfort me.anyway she runs damn fast too.pretty,sports-inclined,smart and nice character.such a nice girl.the happiest event of the day was soccer getting in 2nd in the inter-cca relay!!!hoorays!!!we were actually 3rd,beind track and dragonboat.but the tracker threw thier baton and was disqualified.what a waste.soccer did fantastically well.no practise run no nothing,what's more was that we kept changing runners.one more step and we could be first.aloysious ran and sped up.almost over-taking dragonboat.whatever it is, it was still a great effort put in by priscilla,maria,me,sylvia,oliver,fred,tsung wei and aloysious.bravo!!not forgetting those tt were cheering and praying hard for us at the spectators stand.thanks everyone.stupid pig pon sports carnival.
roars.it's good though,tt he didnt see me running so badly.(: and dragon house emerged as the champs this year!!with so many good runners tt top the school in this house.haha.we used to be the last.but tt's all in the past.hees.
SOCCER ROCKS!!(:are we meant to be?
RAWRR!!! :E 8:52 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
attention to all readers!!!!
today is a damn happening day for me..haha..but i'll have to wake up for sports day in less than 5 hours time so i'll jus let u all know tt there'll be happening news coming right up!!stay tuned!!
nights.
light of my life seems to be shining.(:
RAWRR!!! :E 12:50 AM
Monday, July 03, 2006
good morning!so,i've jus woke up and finished the "i'm tagged!" stuff.since i'm here,shall leave an entry.(:i cant believe tt i've actually been staying in and have not even stepped out of the hous for the past 2 days!! tv-marathon? after tuition i was like lying 10 hours on the sofa,no wonder my back hurts.i THOUGHT i was going to study my geo,hope it's not too late to start after this post.and yes,tuition yesterday was a turmoil.went through the mid-yr ppr and tutor predict tt i would get 20% or 30% if i'm lucky.see how bad things turned out to be?i could sense tt he's losing hope in me.would he jus give up on me someday?*ROARS*emo emo go away.time for happy stuffs.big bro told me to do some IQ stuffs yesterday.there's 10 puzzle.no instructions,no nothing.u would jus have to click,drag and type to solve the puzzles.so i solved 8 of it in 2hrs and 10 mins time.the last 2 were wiping out my brain cells.argh! and i gave up.haha.still,big bro seems quite impressed.he thought tt i wouldnt be able to solve most of it.and i proved him wrong.(: will i get the chance to prove my tutor wrong too?roars.roars.roars.roars.roars.roars.?ay lliw tnih a em pord
RAWRR!!! :E 11:43 AM
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 persons to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.I have been tagged!~~~~~
Favourites
Favourite Colour: orange and green.yellow perhaps.as long as it's bright.
Favourite Food: my mum's penang laksa and curry chicken.choc cookies and ramen.
Favourite Song: the list wont stop once i start,so i shant trouble myself.anyway favourites change as time passes too isnt it?
Favourite Movie: ....dunno.
Favourite Sport: soccer,volleyball,badminton,table-tennis,tennis.(:
Favourite Day of the Week: monday!u get to see all ur friends in sch after the weekends!!isnt it great?
Favourite Season: singapore only has summer..well..but if there is,i would prefer spring,the season which brings life.
Favourite Ice Cream: tt'll have to be ben and jerry's.slurps.choc-mint makes me drool.
Currents
Current Mood: bored. anxious.gonna study geo after this.
Current taste: tasteless.
Current Clothes: maroon queen kong shirt and blue flowery pants.
Current Desktop: ermms..a view of the sea?
Current Toenail Colour: e color tt i'm born w?
Curent Time: 1118 am
Current Surroundings: bro's room,empty house,all have gone out!roars!
Current Annoyances: aching back.must be tt i've slept too long.haas.
Current Thoughts: what to eat later on,study geo later and seeing sunshine in 19hrs time!!
First
First Best Friend: fiona leong ka yan.(:
First Crush: sec 1..it was a nightmare,a terrible choice.
First Movie: i think i'm getting senile.
First Lie: "it's not me!"
First Music: lullabies?
Lasts
Last Cigarette: N-O,NO!NEVER!
Last Drink: plain water?
Last Car Ride: the one after blue-star?222.and i haven left the house for like e entire sat and sun?i'm rotting!!
Last Crush: is current!! u r my sunshine,my only sunshine.....hees.
Last Movie: scary movie 4 waste of money.dun watch it ppl!!
Last Phone Call: ermms...omg!!i cant recall!!!
Last CD played: months ago.does mp3 count?
Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: no. is tt possible?
Have you ever broken the law: yea. minor ones.
Have you ever been arrested: would i still be here if i were?
Have you ever skinny-dipped: pardon?
Have you ever been on TV: dunno.maybe yes,maybe no.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no.for what?
5 things you are wearing: shirt,pants,pin,rubberband..i dont doll myself up when i'm at home..so..no no.5.haas.
4 things you done today: open my eyes,thought of him,go toilet and using com..
3 things you can hear right now: cars and buses moving,sound from the fan and keyboard(coz i'm typing)
1 thing you do when you are bored: blend in w my best'est pal at home...my SOFA!!i'm near to becoming part of it!!hoorays!!
5 people? oh man.i aint so bad to tag others and make them suffer.hees.so no names.(:
RAWRR!!! :E 11:04 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
outing w grac'ians'03 yesterday was a treat.i love meeting up w them.eat,gossip,chill and jus get together.aint i lucky to have such a great group of friends.what's more is tt i have two of such,not forgetting TMG.so our day went as such:
we arranged to meet at 1030 at sommerset for kbox.and i left home at 1015.i was supposed to meeet up w catherine at aljunied to pass her my mp3 at 1010 but i reached at 1035.haha.my bad and never-changing lateness.forgive me,plz?hees.met up w yong chao,our mr joker and hoorays!!bedok'ians arrived earlier than pasir ris'ians.didi was the culprit.poor ben had to wait for her.haha..i knew it.since sec-sch me and didi had always been late.haha.two leopards nvr changes thier spots.geez.but dun stereotype girls to be always the late-comers ok.yongchao reached no earlier than me.at most 5mins ok.so ya,back to story-went for k-lunch(11 to 2).sang and screamed our hearts out.tt's one good point abt k-box.u can scream like its nobody's business.haha.stupid ben kept singing songs backwards it was duper irritating.haha.realized tt yong chao is very alike to luo zhi xiang.the way he present himself and the way he talks.mini-luo zhi xiang.dun deny yea?haas.found out tt didi is actually duper swakoo.the songs she listens to are those long forgotten ones.plz update urself will ya?haha.more k-box next time k guys?after kbox we bought tix for scary movie 4.took neo-prints and it turned out quite nice.everything is nice as long as the right ppl are with u,agreeable?haha.then the guys ate BK and lucky ben kana zhong ji mi ma.the no. i set was 31.random.and he swallowed a packet of chilli sauce.think he was quite traumatized after tt coz he kept wanting to be the no. setter.and ya,i got to know abt the whole 'jinx' thingy.the one when 2 person say the same thing at the same time,and both will make their wish and at the count of 3,say one of 'tic,tac or toe'.if both says the same one again,ur wish will come true.cant imagine tt out of the 9 times i got 'jinxed',none of it allowed my wish to come true.): seems like its fated tt i'll fail my mye badly.sobbs.
sorry readers,this entry will be kinda long coz i have hell lotsa stuffs to write abt.hees.bear w me k?yep.so the stupid scary movie was kinda waste of money.the most funny part was when the ju-on boy spoke w the lead actress using words like"sushi,sushimi,subaru,misubitshi,tempura..",trying to fake off as japanese conversation.damn lame.after tt we went to starbucks and sat there waiting for shu juan,without ordering anything.haha.cheapo.told them e 'da zui yu' joke and they were damn amused by it.haha.yong chao said the reason y i got 'jinxed' so many time was tt i talked a lot.did i?hmm..
brought them to the place where there's cheap jap food but the shop was not open.): after a long long time of discussion,we finally found ourselves sitting inside swensens enjoying our dinner.it's ok to pamper ourselves w good food once in awhile yea?
after tt i brought them to see blue stars.hees.only those tt have a placing in my heart will get me to bring them to see blue star ok..not everyone has the chance.ben was very touched and agitated when he opened his eyes.wow.cool.subsequently it was yong chao ,shu juan and van.shu juan said it'ld have been even greater if it was her guy who brought her to see blue star.but yong chao said its nice enough to have close friends bringing u there and enjoying the night together.well-said!!(: they said it looked even nicer without their specs on coz it'll look more blur and real.perfect eyesight cant enjoy tt.): next time i shant mention if i'm bringing anyone to blue star,coz too much anticipation kills all the surprise tt's in stall.well,lesson learnt.
chatted and saw catherine.hees.and ya,grac'ians '03 made my day and life.bought a small notebook today.it shall be our logbook,collecting all our thoughts and feelings during each outing.wouldnt it be such a magical feeling to read back abt all these tt we've been through together in 10 or 20 or even 50 years time?cant wait to see them in 2 weeks time during our mahjong session.hees.i love u guys!!
RAWRR!!! :E 4:39 PM