you're my guardian dinosaur

Thursday, September 07, 2006

some of the things, we need not have a lot.for me, that few is enough. everything has changed.you,me,he,she,her,them,us.....we know we've drifted. you have lost your footing. i hate the sights and sounds. every action and word seemed so hollow. it's all over.

mugging.mugging.mugging.
maths is getting on my nerves.but it keeps me awake and occupied.perhaps tt's one of the plus point of it.
there's tt thing bugging me.help~!

everything is over.i'll get used to it.very soon,i promise.

RAWRR!!! :E 12:50 AM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

ppl, let me announce.i've jus conquered 2/5 of east coast park. hmm.around 10km.was kind of tired/lazy to finish the whole course.to all those soccerettez who are reading this...are you motivated or inspired by your captain?hope you all have been maintaining ur diet and stamina ok.don't let me,coach nor yourself down,ok? (: i wish that through these little actions of mine,i can keep you girls motivated.(:

had a nice long chat w zong lin after our run.he needed that little bit of enlightenment.words of wisdom popped out from my mouth naturally.haha.despite my size,actually,i'm quite mature one ok.hehe.met mummy at east coast park.she was so happy to see me.haha.aint my mum duper cute?haha.cant stand her.

haha.realised smth.****************************************************************************
************************************************...........secret which only i know.shhh.(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
complicated. (: ): (: ): (: ): (: ):

RAWRR!!! :E 11:06 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

i admit i was in the wrong,for losing my temper at you.i was spoilt,by you,coz u always gave in to me.u ought to be pissed.take your time to cool down,forgive me if you want.i thought you would understand,it's tough to be what i am.argh.sorry to say, but i really felt that the reason that you gave was totally nonsense.it only takes less than 5 mins to accomplish that.it's a matter of whether you want or not.anyway,sorry.

went back to cchms yesterday.i hate rainy days!! played mac game in canteen where the loser would have to finish up the food.i almost puked,after drinking up half a bottle of milk.met up w eunice goh and fang yu and saw many of my ex-classmates.lavinia,rene(making such a loud announcement upon my arrival,hahas),ying jia,faustine(the former w her make-up THAT thick and the latter seemingly becoming a butch,yucks),jun hui and pearline(still as lovey-dovey as ever),jasmine(e gorgeous purple princess),reuben,darren(the wow) and many more.anyway,saw ms khai,always busy w her 4bn guys.they are so sweet to her,came back every year and always showing care for her.glad to hear from her that my social studies file(gave to her as she needed a model file) was still intact,w the only test that i've passed in there.(: had fun grabbing and shaking rene's head.she's such a toy. spent hours catching up w each other at singpost w lavinia and rene.showed them the photos and told them the story.lavinia said it was so sweet.they wished me luck.showed cat the photo too.everyone guessed correctly when i asked them to spot.no kick.fang yu joined me,ben and shujuan for dinner at pp mini steamboat. yong chao was out w his CR mates,whom he sees less than us, and van was not allowed to come out.after promos yea? in order to save money, we bought the delicious golden mushroom from supermarket,which is like 5 times cheaper from the stall itelf.had a hard time trying to clean the roots and put it in the pot.why am i always doing such things.so gui(3) gui(3) sui(4) sui(4).but it was fun.shujuan did a wonderful job.she even applied the smokescreen method by pretending to look at tt green alien from my bag and popping the stuff into the pot,we were all caught by the surprise and burst out laughing.she's such a pro.i suspect that the 2 tables tt were around us knew what we were doing.malu sia.

stayed and chatted w them and gave my jinsanshun a miss.it's only because it's them ok.not everyone can make me sacrifice my jinsanshun.haha.the feeling never changes when i'm w them.this is what i call friends.

experienced smth and pondered...beneathe all the sweet coatings of love,isnt bitterness what we all will end up tasting?so why do ppl still go for it? (:
the beat has stopped.

RAWRR!!! :E 2:50 PM