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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

let me start off this post with a smile. :D

i did a damn brave thing yesterday.coz it had been weighing on my mind for such a long time,and i just couldnt take it anymore!!! i'm convinced that it really takes THAT MUCH courage to admit one's mistake and apologise after that.so....if you ever come across a WORTHY friend,do treasure the friendship,dont just let it slip past you.i'm really glad that i didnt let history repeat itself again in my case,i held on tight,and it paid off. :D :D :D
in essence,i'm a courageous girl !! wahaha. (: (: (:
i've fulfilled one of my 2 resolutions for this year.still weighing whether it's worth it for the other.i need some enlightenment.):

why are my posts always so jumbled up with all my entangled thoughts?!! tips for being a better blogger anyone? haha. anyway i went for the nie interview yesterday.seriously,my waiting time was waaaayyyyyy longer than my interview time.HAHA! did i talked too fast or what? and i spun up wonderful fairytales for my interviewers *giggles*
Q:what makes you think that you can handle a class of 30 small primary2 kids,whose attention span are so shortlived?
A:i think it wouldnt be a problem because i've always been a very patient person and i get along pretty well with my baby cousins da da da da da..............
HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~~~~~total crap.
after the interview,which was at buona vista(which was 2 train stops away from queenstown),i headed to queensway shopping complex for its irresistable curry chicken rice ALONE! aiyah,since i've already went all the way there,how could i possibly miss out on the good food there?!?! after which then i went off to suntec to meet wtp. and i saw this freaking cute pair of twins right beside me.i must have been out of my mind to actually stopped myself from touching/pouncing on them.ARGH!! how i regret not touching his/her fleshy cheeks!! the day ended well with a stupid misunderstanding being resolved and a call from my ________.(:

i've just went to the moe website to checkout the bachelor of arts course offered.wah.the benefits are really tempting.govt pays for your whole course of studies throughtout the 4 years and gives monthly salary of around 1.5k,plus yearly bonus,medical and dental sudsidies blah blah blah...wow..who knows a few years down the road and you guys might be addressing me as "chen lao shi" or "ms ting"...HAHA!! interesting.

RAWRR!!! :E 1:00 PM

Friday, May 09, 2008

there used to be the 5 of us.innocent,naughty,crappy...............and we all shared the same passion for the same sport.sometimes i'll wonder....did i make the right choice 3 years back then...to break away from them?they've tried to hold me back but i said i've moved on.thinking back,it doesnt really make a difference whether i'm still with them or not.we'll all still carry on leading our lives even without each other.i've found myself new friends,and so have they.sometimes i'll regret,for letting go of this friendship.would i have been much happier if i held on to it? but now...as i look at the kind of life they're leading,i'm convinced that i'd made the correct decision back then.why do people enjoy clubbing so much?maybe i'm still holding on to that little bit of our friendship,that's why it mattered to me so much.to see HER,especially her,whom i've shared the deepest of my thoughts and treasured most,having changed so much...it was a huge blow for me.she's already so skinny and have been in a poor state of health...yet still frequent clubs,pubs,stayed out for the night,having alcohol..dont they ever care about themselves?at times,i really want to voice out my thoughts and concern to her,only her,but i guessed it's too late.i didnt want to disrupt our lives by doing that,but i really want to let her know that she could be leading a much better,healthier life instead.what should i do?what can i do?ROARS!!

let's talk about something happier.(:
oh,i went for tuition tgth w fang fang on monday.our tutor,mrs ho,is a really interesting and entertaining character.she'll blabber on and on and on during lesson and share with us her life story.HAHA!! but that's good,coz she's has already succeeded in keeping us awake--one of the toughest problem GP tutors encounter is to keep their students AWAKE throughout their lessons.congrats mrs ho!! (: ok la.seriously speaking,she's a very kind and patient tutor.she offered to help us get other school's practice ppr.hope she can help me and fang fang ace our GP this time round.(:

the weather is damn disturbing recently.it's hot like shit in the morning then it'll pour suddenly in the afternoon.and damn.i got a fever last friday,plus sore throat,plus flu,AND a cough!! argh.after hearing a terrifying story from audrey(the noisy auntie who likes to yak yak yak loudly in my office and distribute snacks,btw,she's the head of my department! HAHA) about how she used to fall sick when she was at my age and how she thought it was nothing and ended up getting hospitalised for 13 days....and her long story goes on and on and on.....i was determined to visit the doctor,lest i get hospitalised like her too,coz i've already been sick for 5 days!! then as expected,it was a nothing.the doctor jus gave me some cough syrup and pills then poof!, off goes my $30,or should i say my mum's $30.HAHA.but at least the medicine did make my throat feel much better.so friends out there,if you are sick,please go and visit the doctor...dont end up like audrey..hahaha!! oh ya,while i was waiting to collect my medicine,my mum told me an even scarier story...that her friend's son caught a flu and cough for 3 days and didnt visit the doctor...then the 4th day he went into hospital and the flu virus mutated and it became fatal.*faints*

it's already 1310 now.i'm meeting fang fang and pris at 1430 at bugis to study.got to run.bye! (:

RAWRR!!! :E 12:31 PM