Wednesday, January 21, 2009
once upon a time.........there used to be a happy bunch of girls who enjoyed playing volleyball together. they would rush to the court after lessons on training days..they trained hard and wld nvr leave the court until the sun has set. once upon the time. there came this girl. she nvr really liked and enjoyed the game as much as the others.she wld always make excuses to go for other activities/cca. she liked the people more than the game. she was the weakest. she didnt belong to the team nor the game. she was the source of all the trouble. once upon a time.
the more i see,the more i think, the more i realise we're already in different worlds. i regretted. i insisted. perhaps it all ended when i said we're already leading our own lives and would be best to leave it as it is. i wished to have a team whom i can play with. i wished. but it would never be the same again. i never want to face HER again. i cant stand the thought of having a 'friend' who always compares myself with her. especially when she's nowhere better off. because of her, my hope, my dream will never be realised. people always say, you'll be able to accept whatever flaws your friend has if he/she is a true friend. maybe i never really regarded her as my true friend before. and it's all thanks to her character,the way she likes to compare me with her and boast about herself. i cant accept her for the way she is. maybe i'm too stubborn. but i just cant force a smile and act as per normal with people i dont like. in fact, i hate her. the harder she tries, the more i feel disgusted. because of her existence, things will never change. it time to let go and move on. it's already been 4 years. the time that i've lost will never turn back. neither will the people. the struggle is over. but why do we always have to live with regrets.....
RAWRR!!! :E 7:02 PM
自我介绍
eunice ting
bubbly 20
10 nov 1989
proudly scorpion
ynps,cchs(m),nyjc,psb-uwa sports science
1a,2b,3-6f;1/2 grace,3/4 modesty,0610
MJ kakis! TMG!
table-tennis,volleyball,soccer.
mood:sunny breeze
status:attached
挚爱
loves Family (inclusive of boyfriend and family)
loves 朋友
loves sports and sports science
loves babies
loves sky and star gazing
loves buying pens
愿望
wish for longevity and happiness for all family and friends
wish for peaceful and green earth
wish to do my honours in UWA aussie campus
wish to get married with benjamin loh yi kai and have 4 kids and live happily ever after
