Sunday, October 04, 2009
i have been feeling rotten for the past 2 days.
for blewing my perfect weekend away.
i could have finished viewing my lectures/did some read-ups on my own or even start researching on my essay assignment. but i only did research for my assignment for less than 20mins;managed to view only 1 lecture and zero self read-ups.
what's more is i'm having a quiz on coming wednesday. i feel very 旁徨；力不从心 at times...i know very clearly what I have to clear on my to-do list. but i just cant help procrastinating. i fear that i would lag behind in lectures. i dont want to feel scared nor frightened when lecturers approach me during lectures to ask me if i'm alright. i want to regain that confidence and passion in studying. i dont want to return to that self which i had in JC. those days when i only knew how to have fun;cca;listen but dont understand and all those stupid copy-all-you-can during lectures. NOOOOO!!!! i dont want to do that ever again. that's the lousiest way to ever study.
i felt really uncomfortable when i sat in front of the tv and watched the hours passed. from 3 to 4,to 5,to 6...and all the way till 9pm before i started to do something constructive. i know i shld hv started work at 3,but my brain and body just didnt want to cooperate with me.plus the tv shows were really nice.X:
actually i'm secretly happy that the week-day show from 7pm to 10pm are lousy.that gives me a perfect reason to steer clear of the tv.i can easily spend hours on sleeping/games/tv. why cant i do the same for my studies? i know i can. 加油，加油， 加油！！！
sometimes i wished he could hear the voice within me and provide the solace i need.
RAWRR!!! :E 11:48 PM
自我介绍
eunice ting
bubbly 20
10 nov 1989
proudly scorpion
ynps,cchs(m),nyjc,psb-uwa sports science
1a,2b,3-6f;1/2 grace,3/4 modesty,0610
MJ kakis! TMG!
table-tennis,volleyball,soccer.
mood:sunny breeze
status:attached
挚爱
loves Family (inclusive of boyfriend and family)
loves 朋友
loves sports and sports science
loves babies
loves sky and star gazing
loves buying pens
愿望
wish for longevity and happiness for all family and friends
wish for peaceful and green earth
wish to do my honours in UWA aussie campus
wish to get married with benjamin loh yi kai and have 4 kids and live happily ever after
