Monday, October 18, 2010
just read my friend's blog,she a teacher. then it dawned on me that i am lucky to have not gotten into NIE....because if i did, it would be the start of a crying journey for the rest of my teaching career. personally, i am the sort who gets emotionally attached easily,super easily. i can cry over song lyrics/tune,commercials,short videos,movies and of course drama series. i even get withdrawal symptoms when i finished watching some dramas. heart felt so lost and empty. )): perhaps my tear glands are overly active,but i have to clarify that i am not the emo sort of person,i just get moved easily. i was just imagining, if i became a teacher,every year when my students graduate, i would definitely cry my eyes out,just like i did when i graduated from secondary. thinking back, its strange that i only cried when i graduated from secondary school...but not primary school and jc. maybe i was too young to feel the sadness when i was 12 and was too numbed by jc hell-like curriculum and sucky teachers to feel any sense of belonging to jc when i was 18.
i've always loved and adored small kids. but on second thoughts, seeing and interacting with young kids once in awhile maybe a joy but having to face them everyday may be a different story altogether. what if i grew to find them a hassle as the days goes by? if that is so, what will happen when i have kids in the future? will i have that kind of patience to nuture them?
life sucks when you have so many doubts about it and when you have a lazy piece of shit as your colleague.sometimes i really want to scream in her face and ask her to stop acting dumb and to pick up the bloody calls in office!!! O:<
RAWRR!!! :E 4:05 PM
自我介绍
eunice ting
bubbly 20
10 nov 1989
proudly scorpion
ynps,cchs(m),nyjc,psb-uwa sports science
1a,2b,3-6f;1/2 grace,3/4 modesty,0610
MJ kakis! TMG!
table-tennis,volleyball,soccer.
mood:sunny breeze
status:attached
挚爱
loves Family (inclusive of boyfriend and family)
loves 朋友
loves sports and sports science
loves babies
loves sky and star gazing
loves buying pens
愿望
wish for longevity and happiness for all family and friends
wish for peaceful and green earth
wish to do my honours in UWA aussie campus
wish to get married with benjamin loh yi kai and have 4 kids and live happily ever after
