Wednesday, March 30, 2011
haven blogged for about four months. hmm...life hasnt been very smooth sailing for me, but i should not grumble. #praysforjapan.
quitted my job. still in the midst of finding a new job. sent out a few resumes but i have no idea when will this waiting game end--> (only shortlisted candidates will be notified). the agony of waiting for a response that might never come is really drowning me. my emotional condition is at its worst. i feel angsty and frustrated every single day. i can't hide my emotions and i dun even feel like hiding it; i show a black face over the slightest thing even though i know it'll hurt the other party. dad and mum, i'm sorry for throwing tantrums at you. sorry.
music can no longer calm me down like it used to. i want to cry. i want someone to ask me how am I. i want someone to accompany me for a walk by the beach and talk to me. but yet i dont want to show anyone this ugly and vulnerable side of me. *ET's ego refuses to give in to her emotional needs.* recently i always have this feeling of shutting the world out, i dont want to listen to anything/anyone besides my music. i dont feel like communicating my thoughts to anybody too. 我不想麻烦别人。
i've always thought that i'ld feel liberated and happy once i've quitted my job. but it seems otherwise. i didnt expect the feeling of being unemployed to be this bad. I hope everything will be alright after I find a job.
where has my optimism gone to? 你快回来啊！！！
RAWRR!!! :E 5:54 PM
自我介绍
eunice ting
bubbly 20
10 nov 1989
proudly scorpion
ynps,cchs(m),nyjc,psb-uwa sports science
1a,2b,3-6f;1/2 grace,3/4 modesty,0610
MJ kakis! TMG!
table-tennis,volleyball,soccer.
mood:sunny breeze
status:attached
挚爱
loves Family (inclusive of boyfriend and family)
loves 朋友
loves sports and sports science
loves babies
loves sky and star gazing
loves buying pens
愿望
wish for longevity and happiness for all family and friends
wish for peaceful and green earth
wish to do my honours in UWA aussie campus
wish to get married with benjamin loh yi kai and have 4 kids and live happily ever after
